I thought about it all of the time and fantasized nightly to thoughts of having one of those hard things in my mouth, but I was a bit shy and lacked confidence and didn’t imagine that I would ever actually do it. Honestly, I felt dizzy just hearing that simple explanation and all I could think about was someday being able to suck on a hard cock, even though I had no desire to earn the label of “queer” or “homo” or anything of the sort. Instead, I was in awe of the explanation that some males actually suck on the cocks of other males and that is how the word “cocksucker” had come into being. But that changed about 18 months earlier when an older friend explained to me that “cocksucker” was more than a derisive word used by males to provoke other males. Had Cal approached me 18 months earlier, I would not have understood what he wanted and I would have found it easy to flee. Gay sex story: He Did It In My Mouth Author: brynnboi This gay story is including: Fiction, Bi-sexual, Blowjob, First Time, Gay, Mature, Oral Sex, Reluctance, Young genres. … first time, in a dim basement, with an older man.